I'd like everybody to know na nag-resign na po ako.
I know. I know. May maririnig na naman akong "Na naman??"
Tatawanan ko na lang ang mga reaction nyo'. Narealize ko kasi, it's not worth it. This is not worth it. After all the hardships and the bad things I've heard about the people I've been working with, hindi mababayaran ng pera yung bad experience na nakuha ko sa job na toh'. I cannot allow this job to ruin even my self esteem now.
I've just rendered like 5 days for me to stay with the company. Just until I get my last salary this 15th. Hindi ko na kasi kaya eh. Even right now that I sit on my desk, doing nothing and my boss keeps telling me to go to work even if I have no more job to work at, I just couldn't seem to take it anymore.
Ever since I submitted that resignation letter, I couldn't care much on the company anymore. Or the people or the work. It felt like there's no sense to do my job at my best efforts since I'll be leaving in a few days anyway. I felt like... I just don't care anymore. I just want to get the hell out of this company and start a new career... the one I really wanted.
I asked VG if she felt the same thing (She was informed that her absorption as a Staff Nurse in the hospital would take effect not until January next year). She answered me with a Yes.
Ganun daw talaga. Kapag paalis ka na, you just don't care if you lose a good stat with your remaining days. You just couldn't do your best with your last days because you're leaving anyway.
And now, I hated being here. I just wanna go home and start a new life. Probably erase the memory of a such a bad experience from the company which I thought would boost my career in no time.
Well, it's almost my end shift. I'll have two more remaining days then.
Looking forward to my last day.
- chagadelic gurl -